Crazy's Dreamer

2 juni 2011
Entah aplagi yang biksa kuperbuat selain merusak, memecahkan, menyenggol, membuat tidak benar. Itulah anggapan ibuku. God! Kemarin aku baru saja menghilangkan sepedah motor satu-satunya milik keluargaku, ditangan pihak berwajib. Feeling jelek itu kini menjadi nyata. Padahal biasanya jika aku punya pikiran jelek itu tak akan jadi nyata. Satu kesimpulan lagi*. Ah, tp, aku capek bermain dengan hukum alam, yang ada itu Cuma proses dan hasil, juga nasib. Tak ada yg namanya factor keberuntungan.

Satu bulan lagi pengumuman hasil snmptn, tapi, sebenarnya aku sudah akan mengetahuinya 5 jam lagi. God! God! God! Allah
1. Tak ada manusia yang terlahir sempurna
2. Jangan kau sesali segala yang telah terjadi
3. Kita pasti pernah dapat cobaan yang berat
4. Seakan hidup ini tak ada artinya lagi,,,]
5. Syukuri apa yng ada hidup adalah anugrah
6. tetap jalani hidup ini, melakukan yang terbak.
7. TUHAN PASTI KAN MENUNJUKKAN
8. KEBESARAN DAN KUASANYA
9. Bagi hambanya yang sabar,,,
10. Dan tak kenal putus asa,,
11. Jangan menyerah-JANGAN MENYERAH-JANGAN MENYERAH,,,

One more inspiring song in my life after lascar pelangi. Why? Because when I’m down It raise me up.
1. It tell me about, really-really no body’s perfect in the world, it mean we can’t mind “how perfect she is!” and iri ith herself, than think, why I’m not born like her. Really sure, coz GOD create a creature with different in alla side, different in rizqi, different in brain, different in face, and different character, and different takdir. And every human has a weakness and goodness.
2. “Jangan kau sesali segala yang pernah terjadi,,” I’m down because I know there are many wrong answer that was answered by me in snmptn. But, Right! For what we regret full with everything was happened. Inside, after we try hard/ ikhtiyar, just give the conclusion and takdir to GOD, who have a Majesty of the conclusion of everything. There is a big chance for God, to do everything to make my dream reall over the ability of his creature. Right! Just many pray and certain, Allah maha mendengar, dan Maha mengabulkan Doa
3. “Kita pasti pernah dapatkan cobaan yang berat.” Every human has a different disaster/ try in sadness in their life. Just make it an education to step forward. We r used to be polite, polite, and polite. Remember Man Shabara Zhofira (Who polite, he will get it)
4. Seakan hidu ini tak ada artinya lagi. When I get disaster yesterday, suddenly I said , I wanna day? What for my life except to make myparent glad have myself,and I’cant do it? What can I do except the bad things like destroying, spend a money, and make my mom cry?

5. What must I do? And the solution is: Praise everything that I had. I can breath, I can follow the privat study with big cost, I can see, from where all kind of this luxurious,???? Just God, The Lord of the Lord.I remembered one of ayat Alqur’an (barang siapa yang bersyukur, maka allah akan menambah nikamatmu.